Have you ever been overwhelmed by what you're up against!? You know, that place where you have no clue what is going to happen, and not even sure if you have any influence in the coming outcome? Today was one of those days... We (the band) were getting ready to play a show for Friday night when pretty much all of our plans for the show came crashing down... We knew that it was out of our hands and we just prayed... And in the end, we had a pretty great night!! We had the stage for about 40 minutes, in which we had the awesome opportunity to worship God outside in downtown Brantford!! And we got the chance to just share and praise in front of a bunch of people... Thank you God for making this work!!
Eventually we will realize we can't even come close to being successful in what we do and what we hope to do without God playing a huge role in it... Submission is a really hard part of Christianity to get, and I know I don't do it near as much as I should be, nor effectively to any extent... Because in the end, the truth is, we aren't good enough...
I'm not good enough...
But yet we have a God that makes our messes beautiful!!
...that makes me beautiful!!
...that makes you beautiful!!
And yes, as the time draws closer (only one week, for those of you who are counting) for us to leave, I feel messy, I feel disorganized, I feel busy, I feel nervous, and I feel worried... But I know God makes messes beautiful, and He fixes our brokenness, and He reveals our potential, and our beauty!!
Amazing...
Another verse that came up this week is one you probably know...
"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important that clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?" - Matthew 6:25-27
God doesn't want us to worry... God wants more risk-takers, more visionaries, more prophets, more prayer warriors, more evangelists, more drive, more passion, more love, more humility, more grace, more submission, more hunger, more uncomfortable Christians, more you!! Jesus didn't just say, "...please trust me, I know what I'm talking about..." No, Jesus said, "I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE." I'd say He was pretty convincing...
So my prayer tonight is that I can stop worrying, God knows what He's doing...
Also something to keep in your prayers, Kaila is going to be leaving in about 3 hours and 45 minutes (July 26/08) to head to Toronto. There she will be meeting up with a team from Huntsville area. From Toronto she will be catching her 8am flight to Minneapolis, from which she will catch another flight to San Diego, California. In San Diego they will be meeting up with even more youth and young adults (from Teen Mania/Global Expeditions) to head across the border into Mexico, and will arrive in Tijuana, Mexico. And let me tell you, this will be no vacation... They will work in a team of about 30 youth in order to run a week long VBS program for the kids in the area, as well as constructing a house for a family that really has nothing but the land to build on. What an awesome opportunity for Kaila to share with a bunch of other youth to share the love of Jesus to people who are desperately seeking something more in life...
Have you ever noticed how Jesus ran His ministry? He met a need, loved, and shared truth... How simple, but yet so hard for us to figure out... This trip captures the essence of Jesus' ministry... Build a house (they need one), love them (everyone needs this), and share the truth (another need we all have)... Finally, we're catching on...
The lives of these young adults heading out are now prepared to be moulded and changed by a Holy, just, and loving God... My prayers are with Kaila and the team as they head out and for the entirety of their trip (they will be returning the following Saturday August 2/08) and I hope yours are too!! It's amazing to see the willingness and excitement for simply doing something in the name of Christ that is beginning to form in myself, and those around me...
God is up to something...